You are stronger than excuses.

As of 3/31/2012 I weighed in at 207. So far that hasn't changed!

I weigh in again on Friday and I'm hoping to hit 200, or even better 199. For as long as I can remember Ive been in the 200s.

I'm still having trouble seeing myself as a smaller person. I still drape clothes over my body and hope no one sees all my rolls, when in reality, I don't have rolls anymore. This Sunday ill be going shopping for the first time in almost a year, yes I still wear my size 16/18 jeans when I have too! I'm hoping that getting up and putting on a size 12/14 will help make me realize im not the girl I was. I feel more insecure now that im smaller than when I was bigger, maybe because im a lot harder on myself? Or maybe because im not where I want to be yet?

I went for a "run" around the lake yesterday, I'm not sure if you could even call it that? Half way through my ankle started to hurt!(I hurt it in zumba class a few weeks ago.) It was my first exercise outside and in Texas. If you've never lived here, its hot all the time,even in the winter! I was sweating up a storm, makes me appreciate my gym membership more, however the scenery of guys was great! Lake,Guys,Sweat? I think it evens out!

All in all, I probably only got 4 miles in yesterday. SOOOO, ill be taking 2 zumba classes today with an hour workout in between and an hour after. When you're determined, you don't make excuses. "You are stronger than excuses". If ive learned anything out of this entire weight loss process, its that with hard work your dream is obtainable.